Snow day

 

I used to be Snow White, but I drifted.

Mae West

I am surrounded by this heavy white blanket of snow. I do not like it. It feels cold and treacherous. I feel isolated.  I need sunshine and warmth.

I search throughout my house to find some relief. Some joy, or beauty, or fun.  I just can’t find it. I really do not want to waste this day. I know there are miracles all around me. I just can’t remove these annoying blinders.

I haven’t figured out the solutions to days like these. I think we all have them and so it is okay. I think it is normal. Maybe our bodies and minds just need a day to shut down.

I don’t know.

It just makes me feel ungrateful, and I am not. I feel like a child receiving a gift and saying “is that all”?

It just isn’t nice. It is a good thing God loves me so much and he gets me. Even if I don’t understand myself. So, regardless of how I feel, I appreciate it all!

Thank you God!!!

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